Another year almost finished

Well, this year is almost done and I lost another pet.  I really, really hope that I don't lose one next year.  They are all young and healthy, so I am crossing my fingers all will be good.  My Parents got a new dog.  He is a golden and about 8 months old.  His name is Abner and he is a really sweet boy.  He and Charlie are the best of friends and play so well together.

I am still missing Bella.  I think about her all the time.  I am still upset that I haven't "seen" her yet.  I worry that means she isn't ok or she hasn't made it to Rainbow bridge. 

Also, this month marked two years since my Pita passed.  I can't believe it has been that long.  Sadly, that also means it has almost been two years since I left my house.  I really, really miss my house.  M and I had some great plans for the backyard...  Oh well.  It's over and done.  I live where I live with my roommates and that is that. 

I plan on having roommates for one more year and then I am out.  I just need an additional job or a significant raise.  I really like to be alone.  I hope I don't become a hermit.  I have noticed that I come home and go straight to my room.  I rarely stay in the kitchen or living room because that means I would have to be social.  I have started backing out of plans with friends just so I can stay home. 

This year, that will all stop.  I don't normally make resolutions, but this year, I will.  I have goals and other things I would like to accomplish.  Like, oh, I don't know...Get divorced?  Yeah, I think the hubster and I will have to have that finalized.  I don't know if I will ever date again, but oh well.  If I don't date, I can't get hurt.  I have had my heartbroken twice and that is enough for me.

I will NOT get any pets in 2011. 

I will continue to run in 2011.  Depending on my schedule, I might participate in races!

I will start yoga again.

I will have my credit cards paid off.

I will make plans with Friends and actually keep them!

I want to save money, but I want to take some mini vacations.  I have friends in Florida that I haven't seen in almost 4 years and one of my best friends lives in Colorado and I really want to get there to see her.

I will be more proactive regarding my mental and physical health.

That is about it for now.  Parts of this post stressed me and almost made me cry.  I vented, deleted and started over.  Hopefully, it all makes sense.  I don't care so much about the flow.

Have a wonderful New Years!