Official

Tomorrow.  Tomorrow it becomes official.  I knew it was coming and while things are fine in my life, it's still weird.  I am very happy to have this over and done, but I am still sad.

I know that things are better this way.  He and I did not do anything to bring out the best in either one of us.  I thought we were a great a fit, but looking back- we weren't.

Oh well.  Things are OK.  I will be am OK.

Honestly, things are much better in my life.  Everything happens for a reason.

I wish nothing but the best for my Ex.  He is a fantastic person, a great dad to our dog and I hope he finds someone that treats him well.  She better be good to our dog, damn it.

One year

Last year at this time, I was spending my last night ever with my favorite girl, Bella.  I will never forget the love that she gave me and the loyalty she showed.  I miss her every day.

I love you sweet girl and I still hate the 10th.