"He is my other eyes that can see above the clouds; my other ears that hear above the winds. He is the part of me that can reach out into the sea. He has told me a thousand times over that I am his reason for being; by the way he rests against my leg; by the way he thumps his tail at my smallest smile; by the way he shows his hurt when I leave without taking him. (I think it makes him sick with worry when he is not along to care for me.) When I am wrong, he is delighted to forgive. When I am angry, he clowns to make me smile. When I am happy, he is joy unbounded. When I am a fool, he ignores it. When I succeed, he brags. Without him, I am only another man. With him, I am all-powerful. He is loyalty itself. He has taught me the meaning of devotion. With him, I know a secret comfort and a private peace. He has brought me understanding where before I was ignorant. His head on my knee can heal my human hurts. His presence by my side is protection against my fears of dark and unknown things. He has promised to wait for me... whenever... wherever - in case I need him. And I expect I will - as I always have. He is just my dog."
(Gene Hill)
The few days before Bella's goodbye, I noticed she laid in front of Charlie's crate with her head next to his. I wonder if she was passing on her wisdom. If she was, it hasn't worked. :) I will say that Charlie was as good as gold that Sunday. Didn't leave my side, didn't bother the cats or my parents dog, didn't bark like usual. Dogs are definitely tuned in to us. He earned himself a few trips to the dog park and oodles of treats.
Oh, Bella. You changed my world and showed me true devotion and love. You have truly set the standards for a perfect dog. Charlie, my lovely boy, you have some mighty big shoes to fill.
I received her ashes back today. My work surprised me and had a pawprint made for me. I was upset because we didn't have any at work and I didn't think about it. I have one for Pita and Rhaja, so having one for Bella makes me happy. I would much rather have her.... But, I know she is better. I guess my Guardian Angel needed a guardian.
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