Monday, October 18, 2010

One week and one day

I am still devastated.  I miss her.  It's hard to come home and know that she isn't there to greet me.  I can still hear her bark at Charlie and Austin for being annoying.  I know she is better.  I know she is OK, but I'm not.  I get a little better every day, but I still have moments. 

I run now.  I run to help heal the pain and hurt i am feeling.  I run to clear my mind and to get some me time.  I take Charlie and he likes it.  It's exercise for both of us and let's face it, I need it.   He has still been pretty good. 

Someday, this will get easier.

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