Apparently, Bella passed along the "CHASE KC" trait to Charlie. That whole time I thought she must have been passing on her wise ways. Nope. He instead stares at one of my cats and then chases her under the bed....just like Bella.
Charlie and I are still running. We are currently on week six of the Couch to 5k and are doing very well. I didn't take him on Tuesday and I am not taking him with me on Thursday. Running without him is very weird. He and I were very attached the weeks after Bella's death and it's like running without an arm. Possible, but feels weird.
Running has been great for me mentally and I think I am finally starting to sleep better! I have not slept well in over two years, pretty much since M and I separated. I had to start sleeping alone for the first time in 5 years or so and that was just weird. Plus, I'm a pretty light sleeper and the pets would wake me up a lot. It's a different bed, different room, different spot on the bed. I now sleep in the middle or the left side. Depends on the dogs. I am ready to get my new bed and a new place. A new place all to myself!
I'm currently hunting for a new apartment, but I don't know where to live. Close to my family or close to work?? I think that by having my own space, I will be even better mentally. I am so crowded with my currently living situation that I feel trapped and stressed out. I don't need more stress. Work does that enough for me.
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